I went to get a massage tonight from the daughter of a friend and she said something to me that ironically had been on my mind. She asked if all the waiting changed the desire. And it does not but the wait does make you feel like its not going to happen, thus you put your back up. I think I naively thought that we would get our referral lickety split. We were at the front of the list and it would be maybe a week or two. We are now on day 31 and going into week 5. Sigh. I have in my head that the max is six weeks but that is silly too.
And then the worry about the referral. We had 3 referrals to Kazakstan and I don't think that would happen to us here but sometimes I feel like we have a black cloud over our heads.
Must remain positive.
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You absolutely MUST remain positive. Know that the right precious angel will come into your lives soon...but not before it's the RIGHT time...God's timing, remember, is Perfect...and most of the time, we are beyond frustrated at the point His timing is realized...which can make the end result all the sweeter. So, in this Easter season I pray you find hope, comfort, and love that will sustain you while you wait for the information about your daughter-to-be. :) Hugs and much love to both of you.
Always your friend,
Janet
Thank yoiu for this sweet email. It brought a tear to my eye. I love what you said about God's timing being "perfect." It is something my yoga teacher tells me all the time - everything is perfect. I hope you are enjoying the time with your girls and that you had a wonderful Easter. Peace, Amy
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